seems like i am too 'deeply immersed' in 'everything in my life' to have 'any sort' of perspective
last night my dream was violent and 'passionate' with emotional shouting and abrupt things
i think 'how did my life get to this place' a lot
"After carefully researching his role, in the universe, as a depressed person with social problems, he wrote five books." -http://taolin.muxtape.com/
oh no
feel like...i should do that
seems like the right thing to do for me, like the things in my life and stuff have influenced me to like the kind of people best who do this and want to be one myself however
1. i would feel bad for imitating so severely, it seems bad to me to imitate that much, like i need to do things from my own brain or i won't agree, like maybe i don't agree but it seems validated and gentle so i'll do it anyway. however i could research my role in the universe in a very 'individual' way in fact it is a theme of existentialism 'hardly' unique to tao lin. kind have no idea what i'm talking about
2. seems really hard and 'kind of abstract' perhaps i am just saying that as a thing to like, 'put down' things i don't understand
seems like 'lately' i 'dont understand anything' because terribly lazy and never concentrate on anything for more than 2 seconds
feel a 'strong, deep sadness' that i wasn't born asian
'no, seriously,' sort of
feel like maybe i'm a terrible prostitute liar and my family hates me
feel like this is probably fact 80% sure this is fact
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww shitz
should i like, comment in lots of places with a new name
hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehheehe
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